oh yay! the b div haf won scgs! the score is 47-54..they haf to win 1 more match and can go top8 le! congrats guys!...haha..

pain kill my depression. having moodswings.though my friends try to cheer mi up in sch.bt they failed.sometime i feel like giving up. why i cant jus use the penknife and slit my wrist.i would die in 3 secs.why must my friend stop mi from doing it?i useless in this world.my academics is lan like shit and i play bball is like so-so only. im jus a piece of junk.a pest to this society. a worthless junk. why must i born to this world? i wanted to cry out. bt i cant. sometime i wanted to escape home in the middle of the night and run to a ulu country/place. im jus a burden to all the ppl around me. there only 1 song tt can describe my feeling now. it is sing in the kinda sad way la...tt's why i like it so much =D. the song is call unbelievable by craig david.